Wednesday, April 15, 2009

in my thoughts i have bled.


this is what i look like,
unretouched, make-upless, naked,
sick, wet, and with my hair totally natural.
this is also what i look like after i get out of the shower
and accidentally photograph myself.

those gay men at the fabric store talking about abortion told me i should model.
maybe i should. but it'll just go at the end of the list of things i "should" do
but won't.

i should model.
i should get those bat for lashes tickets.
i should practice that dance.
i should eat better.
i should do my homework.
i should stop worrying.
i should straighten my hair.
i should play the cello more.
i should drink less coke.
i should call sean and make sure he's not dead.
i should get a life.

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