Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

What is Going On?

I
AM
FURIOUS
RIGHT
NOW
!

CAPS LOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so I stood on my head.

I am such a clumsy oaf. Seconds later I fell over into that desk to my right and cut my leg.
THEN I TOOK THIS PICTURE!


I AM GOING TO FUCKING BURN THIS CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(oh, by the way, I'm starting to hate this blog.)
(but then again, I'm starting to hate everything.)

we’re neither pure nor wise nor good


i thought the world was sugarcake.


i'm so cozy right now, blogging in my bed. it's quite pleasant.

i'm a silly creature sometimes.




Monday, May 4, 2009

i'd be boy and you'd be girl













I Have No Idea...

We should switch bodies, then I could fit into your shoes.
But not really,
because I know enough about your menstrual cycles
to know that is a bad idea.

I demand a spin-off of a spin-off of the third season of a spin-off!!!!!!!
RIGHT NOW!
<3

Sunday, May 3, 2009

with every sun ascending a lonesome moon will grow.


maybe someday i will be a cuddly creature too.

"I Just Blacked-Out! That Was Awesome!"


I don't really know what to say about Friday.
I can't tell you everything that was going on in my head that day.
The whole thing was like a dream, really, passing by on the other side of a foggy window.


I wasn't really paying any attention to where I was, what I was doing, or who I was with.
I was too preoccupied with my own dilemmas.
Things where happening all day you know, whether you noticed or not.

However, you did know the end result:
a bus ride home of moping and Pedro the Lion.


It's funny how whenever I get upset, people always think it is because of them.
My own misery just causes the unhappiness of those around me.
People are so self centered. I never let the people who truly make me upset see that they've done.


Do you want to know why I didn't push you off the seat when you fell asleep in my lap?
Well let's just say I know how it feels.
Whether it was intentional or not, I was going to let you do whatever you wanted.
I have always pushed those few people off of the seat, and now I'm lying on the floor.
I can't complain now.

Somehow, seeing Natasha Khan and all those people in the basement helped me to wake from that delirium.
I have hope again, and I don't know why I didn't see it before.

I can't believe that was just one day.

:)